Temple of Gold

The Family My father was a stuffy man. That is not meant as criticism but rather to be the truth. It is the word that best fit him. Stuffy. He always wore dark suits and ugly ties, and was forever pursing his lips and wrinkling up his forehead before he said anything. "Is that you?" my mother would call when he came home. Then he'd purse his lips and there would go his forehead and after a while he'd say: "Yes, my dear." He always called her that"my dear"; never her real name, which was Katherine. And I was always Raymond. It's easiest to begin with my father rather than my mother or Grandmother Rae for the simple reason that I knew less about him than the others. We lived side by side in the same house for many years, but I never really got to know him. That again isn't meant to be criticism; it was just the way things worked out. Because, in the first place, he was a lot older than I was, being forty when I was born. And he was not the kind who enjoyed walking along the beach or playing catch out in the back yard by the ravine. He was a scholar, and I guess a good one, for he was far and away the most famous person at Athens College in Athens, Illinois, which is where he taught all his life. He got famous because he was an important figure in the Euripides revival that took place in the earlier part of this, the twentieth century, which should go a long way toward explaining how I happened to get stuck with the middle name I unfortunately possess. I suppose he had visions of me becoming a Greek scholar like himself, and if that had happened, my name would have been a winner: Raymond Euripides Trevitt. But such did not turn out to be the case. My father didn't have a sense of humor; he never laughed much, and there was hardly a thing about him you could call amusing. Except maybe the bedtime stories he used to tell me. Whereas most kids got Mother Goose or along those lines, I got the Greek tragedies. "Go to bed now, Raymond, and I'll tell you the story of Medea." Or Antigone. Or Hippolytus. Before I was seven, I knew the plots to all those Greek plays. And if you happen to, then you know that they're not for kiddies, being crammed full of sex, blood, murder, etc. Well, those were my bedtime stories, but the way my father told them, with his careful, very clipped way of speaking, they never came out dirty at all. As I said, he was a scholar and so were his friends, also teachers from the college and nice enough, I suppose, in their own way. We never had big parties at our house, but only small gatherings of three or four couples who sat around, chatting softly and sipping dry wine. At the start, when I was very little, my father used to trot me down for a visit, which always ended with me telling the plot of one of the Greek plays. " 'Gweat heavens,' Oedipus scweamed. 'My wife is my muvver.' " And I guess it was pretty cute at that, what with me being so young, because they'd always applaud before shipping me back upstairs. All that ended, though, when I was six or seven, seeing as by that time they had heard me say all the plots and I hadn't advanced much in my studies. I never was a scholar, especially about Greek plays, and it was at this time that my father and I parted company. For he was wise enough to know that I could never follow in his footsteps, so he just let me try to make my own. But, of course, the thing for which I'll always remember my father was what happened with the guppies. Which isn't fair, I know, since it wasn't typical of him at all. I should think of him sitting in his study at his big brown desk, sucking on a pipe, his head almost lost behind the wall of books that was alGoldman, William is the author of 'Temple of Gold', published 2001 under ISBN 9780345439741 and ISBN 0345439740.